Suicide		100%
Disappear		100%
Stabbed		67%
Disease		67%
Accident		67%
Posion		33%
Bomb		33%
Gunshot		20%
Cut Throat		0%
Natural Causes		0%
Drowning		0%
Eaten		0%
Suffocated		0%

odd isn't it?

hey guys i'm not writing in this a lot anymore so sorry, it's just not what it used to be lol

Hey guys, sorry it's been a while but yeah, not much is happening or at least that i really want to talk about.........but yeah today was kinda eh, but here's how it went: i woke up (i actually slept this time) went to school, in the process of school i recieve like 8 txt messages from Anna (who happens to by in Ohio............grrrr...) each of which was nice to hear but i just really would have rather been like "pack me i'm going with you" or "ok then you are going to stay here and you can live in my house" lol........but yeah i miss her........otherwise i got out of school txted her back and forth.....umm went home got yelled at by my mom, tried to watch the rest of Spawn but got interupted by my dad.........got yelled at by him, went to guitar which was cool...........came home played some halo got online and yeah here i am...............

wow........it rained.........amongst other things...........yeah.....today i was hangin out with hristo and we were playin star craft and like then we watched spawn(badass movie by the way)...i just realized that i have like been chillin with hristo more than anyone over spring break but o well i aint complaining, so yeah later on i went to the movies with anna, simone and tracy. it was like "fever pitch" or something like that o well lol.... i had a good time......life is starting to clear up, slowly but surely

yeah............lost.....again.......don't know if i want to be found........I can't believe myself.........i've never been like this.........all my thought swirling sround me, it's drowning me.........................for those of you who know what i'm talking about then good you know what i feel like...........yeah.....i wish it could change..........

today went better, i went into riverside with alex, hristo, anna, tracy, and sam. hey check it out WE ARE ON CAMERA! yes we were being video taped while we were at tracys house, but yeah anyways, it rained today...............too bad nothing happened, but o well i liked today, for the most part it was a good day. i think everything is going to be getting better slowly but it is, i just hope i am right......... yeah besides that nothing out of the ordinary happened, but hey w/e all-in-all i had a good time, AND I JUST WANT TO SAY THIS THANKYOU ALEX!!!!

Today kinda sucked i would have gone to hang out with som pple but no! they forgot to fucking call us as in me alex and hristo...........

really pissed off at a certain person who "wants to be my friend"

Hey guys havent updated in a while, sry, my internets all fucked up off the wall so sry, gotta get it fixed, but w/e, i found another girl if you couldnt figure it out, she is amazing, i don't care who reads this because she makes me feel so damn good about myself...............i love it..........it's perfect........sure part of me feels bad still but u know what..... that part is gonna die very soon because of something that happened that i really didnt approve of......................Alex you are a good man....................Thankyou for everything man.............This goes to anybody: If you fuck with alex, be sure to see me very fucking soon and don't expect to be left healthy afterwords.......he is literally one of the best guy's you will ever meet.............for the one person that is messing with my head right now.............Danger- STAY THE FUCK AWAY!

Today went better than most, Gina and I talked for a while and i think that maybe we might just be better off this way, hopefully.............but yeah..........HALO SUNDAY!!! hahahahahahaha the king will be crowned, but yeah.................Idhavehfgafoundbaunfbuanotherjbagirlhb............not that anyone really understands what that meant........but i did......mwuaha......yeah so i guess i will talk to you guys later, gonna go for another run so later

Another maggot of the system

                          Steve